Wow, can I even say how much I love CNY? I find more and more that my nights consist of me stting here in front of a computer screen wasting my life away... I realized that instead of just spending money I could be sitting here actually updating the blog sites I belong to so I'm going to try anyways.  Today was my last final exam and I am DONE for the semester!!!!!!!!!! Wow I am so excited about that cause it seriously felt like it'd never end. I start the summer semester on the 31st but that's ok cause it's only one class at a time.

Tomorrow, well actually tonight now, I am working the overnight at Dunkin.  It just so happened that it will be graudation weekend at Hamilton, and we will have so many damn donuts to make it will be crazy.  I should inform you that I'll be the one doing the baking which I really am not that strong at, so it should be funny to see how late I'll be stuck there in the morning.  Jessie said she'd come in and bake with me so I can actually get out of there on time.

I really am wondering what the hell I've done with my life.  Six months ago  I was so sure about where I was heading and what I wanted.  Now I have gone and messed things up pretty bad... and I am not sure how much of that I can fix.  I really dont' know who I have become or what's happened to me.  All I know is that I've hurt the people who have been there for me, and made time for those who don't even really care... and that's so fucked up.  There are too many people to apologize to that I don't even know where to start.

Well that's it for tonight, I'm having such a rough time typing cause I am just so damn tired... goodnight.

Who would have figured that my life would be where it is now.  First of all Chris and I broke up.  We are taking a "break" from each other and seeing other people and doing what we want because we needed some time apart from each other so bad. I think we are both kinda happy in our current situation but I worry about him, because I know how he really feels about everything. That's why I say only "kinda happy". 

Thank god school is almost over.  I have a final tonight and a final on Thursday and then I am done until my summer class starts.  That shouldn't be too bad though because it's only for 3 weeks.  I've been having a pretty good time so far.  I spend a lot of time with Bill, Tyler, and Jessie.  I think I have to pick up Tyler tonight when I get out of class and we're going to the mall.

Brendan- I miss you.  I'm sorry about the whole weekend you were home... you can hate me forever if you want, but I really am sorry... 

My sister's best friend, Audrey, is home for a few weeks.  She used to practically live at my house when we were younger, and the three of us were inseperable.  It's kinda weird to have her around again because we are so used to her living in NC.  It's nice to have here here though because it makes Fef so much nicer when Aud is home.

Well this is all I have time for right now because I have to get ready for my auditing final.  This shouldn't be too bad I hope... I probably should have studied for it or something but then that would have been the "Smart" thing to do...